September 2008
1 post
Come around again.
tohkaiyang:
Exams, lack of ideas, and one darn boring life.
July 2008
17 posts
tomorrow
tomorrows plans:
first, i plan to wake up at 9:30. on the freaking DOT. and call emily matthews, a good friend of mine. then i will wearily drag myself outside to take a shower, considering i worked in a storm of sticky ice cream and fugde and carmelized fruit all night and have not yet showered. then, i will journey down grand central avenue on my bike to elizabeth ave. there, i will meet up...
“You know what’s wrong with you, Miss Whoever-you-are? You’re chicken, you’ve got...”
– Breakfast at Tiffany’s
my candy-coated tongue
I want to be free to say stupid things and not be taken for stupid.
From my diction and inflection it will be clear that I’m being ironic even when I’m not. My sarcasm will flow through you unabated and my ignorance will not spoil the emotion. When I pronounce words incorrectly and tongue-trip incessantly, you will find it endearing without being patronising.
When I pause to think, not because I...
“Sometimes there’s so much beauty in the world I feel like I can’t take it, like...”
– Ricky Fitts, American Beauty (via jessicachu)
Fresh Prince on a Friday Night
Nothin’ better! although i am on my fourth cup of coffee and now i’m not going to be able to sleep.
15 Things
Fifteen things I have learned in the past fifteen years of my life:
1. Whenever possible, drink from curly straws. 2. Don’t get too comfortable. 3. Only touching something when you know where it’s been gets boring quickly. 4. Silence can be passed off as grace. 5. The cure for heartbreak is realizing that hearts don’t actually break. 6. Keep shoes off the table unless...
UTTERLY
I have no idea how it feels to be utterly loved.
I am the place a person falls to when life gets hard. I am the shoulder, the keeper of secrets, the kindness through their pain. I am the wisdom, the knowledge, the prophet when everything goes wrong.
I have no idea how it feels to be utterly loved.
At night I dream about you.
Have you forgotten me?
Do I still give you the ebejeebies?
“Possibility Girl
Everyone thinks Possibility Girl is possibly a genius. Any day...”
– a beautiful revolution: blog couldn’t have said it better myself.
sleeping late
is THE biggest waste of time. Biggest waste of space, of life, of air, of oppurtunity ever. I absolutely detest it. The only reason, and there’s only ONE, that I would sleep in is because I adore dreaming.
who are you people?
And why the fuck are you in my house? Miranda and Macie are here.
Mood: frustrated >:(
sandcastles
are kick ass. And they made my day.
“‘Loving someone means taking the risk that they might fuck up your nicely...”
– Mark Haddon, A Spot of Bother
Cloud Cult - Journey of the Featherless
Oh, but he was so convincing.
According to this, I haven’t existed for quite a while. Yes, I’ve been busy. And yes, I’ve had a lot going on. The usual excuses. But anyway, welcome back. It’s been a while, QUITE a while since I’ve been able to post one of these.
I’m at an interesting point of this journey I’d like to call my adolescence. I’m not sure how to explain the...
April 2008
4 posts
justttt likkke the rest of em.
I’m just a speck along with 6,617,064,926+ people on this earth. and unless i start changing my attitude, thats all i will ever be.
happiness?
the feeling of happiness is never completely lost. one thing will always trigger even the smallest smile. as you become older, life will get harder. its a fact of development. stick to your skills, don’t waste your life dreaming. a dream is a desire, not a product. dreams are the structure for how you want to live your life and what goals you would like to achieve. the belief that you can...
Long time, no post.
I’ve been kind of busy lately. A lots been going on. Something new is happening. It’s an interesting feeling. Sort of like when you were little and you just learned how to go all the way underwater. A pleasing, and utterly refreshing and accomplishing feeling. Well, it’s like that… I just can’t figure why I’m feeling this way. I haven’t accomplished...
June 24th :)
10Th GLaSS record. So physched.
Oh the simplicity.
I like the simple end of things… I like you. You like me. We hang out. We click. We talk. We spark. We sing kumbaya. We like eachother’s company. The world dissolves away.
March 2008
16 posts
Damien Rice - Dogs Feelin’ kinda like this...
So today,
was interesting. I discovered that Vegetarian tacos by MorningStar are heavenly and that I just might be able to live off of them for, well.. forever. I also came to a very sad realization that there are still 77 days of school left until freedom. Sweet, sweet freedom. Finally, I’ll be boarding a plane ( for the first time in my life, might I add ) and will been Europe bound. Leaving the...
You make me melt like a popsicle on the 4th of...
Sometimes after the chaos of the world has settled in for its nightly rest, you want comfort in knowing that the person next to you understands you. Sees you minus the frills, the bullshit and the cloth of societal pressure. Sometimes you just need to be next to them with no intention but just to be near them. Feel their heart. Feel their soul. Feel their pressures. Sometime it feels great just...
Today
was a day full of Rice-A-Roni, Tangerine White Tea and research papers. Excitttinnng.
“I hope for nothing. I fear nothing. I am free.”
– Kazanztakis
I absolutely can't stand...
debates. Political or not. Mostly anything involving any form of debate in general. It’s just so incredibly frustrating to me. While one side is ranting on and on about something that, in most cases is irrelevant, the other side is far too busy thinking about what they’re going to say next to listen to what the other person is saying. I had forgotten the reason why I haven’t kept...
“In times of profound change, the learners inherit the earth, while the learned...”
– Eric Hoffer
Drink it in, it always goes down smooth.
Something I wrote a little while ago, but I think it makes many valid points. What the hell ever happened to living life? You know… l.i.v.i.n.g… balls out, pistols blaring, no holds barge, in the moment, forget the frills, just go for it, for the sake of experience, for you, not your friends, not for someone else, just you… Are we so jaded and disillusioned that we can’t...
8:43 a.m
nothing like a cold dose of reality to wake you up in the morning…
Jack Johnson - The News (: what a good song
If a heart is to be… had. given. taken. received. sacrificed. relinquished. saved. broken. healed. loved.then, by all means… take mine.
trust baby
trust is a very fragile entity once broken, it dissapates like vapor..
